jackdarkness

Niiji no wayeh grats, gaivahn
Niiji no wayeh grats, gaivahn
Gaivahn, gaivahn, gaivahn, gaivahn, gaivahn...

Niiji no wayeh grats, gaivahn
Niiji no wayeh grats, gaivahn
Gaivahn, gaivahn, gaivahn, gaivahn, gaivahn...

Niiji no wayeh grats gaikenah
Lala la lai, lala la lai,
lala la lai, lala la lai, la la la
Niji no wayeh grats gaikenah
Lala la lai, lala la lai, lala la lai, lala la lai, la la la
Jabuji nitou, viriparten goerats, diriparten goerats

Niiji no wayeh grats gaikenah
Lala la lai, lala la lai,
lala la lai, lala la lai, la la la
Nijii no wayeh grats gaikenah
Lala la lai, lala la lai, lala la lai, lala la lai, la la la
Jabuji nitou, viriparten goerats, diriparten goerats



j'ai bondi de joie !!

To love me, you need to really know me... I am a warrior for my faith, I will never back down, and never give up, I live my life as a warrior because i found meaning in it. To suffer is to grow, I won't stop growing, I won't stop loving life, I am the everlasting wolf, I wont give up on you at all, but I have to also grow on my own too, I can't slow down the pace of the winds, otherwise I will be miserable and caged forever

The warrior's true spirit calls to all who feel the rhythm; to not step up is to commit a crime against your own soul, to not fight for what you believe in, to not fight for what you dream about, To not fight for what you love, that is the Greatest crime against the heavens and yourself. To condemn others to their fate, and not protect the weak and feeble from harm is a coward's way of life. My way of life is found through the joy of honourable combat; peace, serenity, void all are obtained in the moments that one man's fists meet another's.

Life is a set of many conflicts and resolutions, what you do today is what defines what will exist tomorrow, without a fight, you'd just slip on by through time and never understand what it is to be strong in heart, mind and body.

So here's the info, today has fucking blown over real well... I get it in my head that I want to travel to a Bhuddist temple district in thailand for training for 3 months in Muay Thai and MMA and people fucking flip out when i tell them about it, seriously how selfish can you get? I mean I am only fucking leaving for 3 months and it isn't gonna be until november that I do leave...This is seriously bugging the fuck out of me, no one really understands what it means to be a warrior anymore...What the hell is with modern society, is it so far fetched for a 22 year old to go off to another country to celebrate one of the greatest martial arts in the world by becoming a part of it? is it so unheard of to just leave america for 3 months so that I can mature and grow into what I have wanted to be since I was a child?

There are many people who do not know what being a lupine really means in a relationship, from my observances in my own life, I have a hard time keeping in a relationship or even getting one for that matter.
I usually don't feel comfortable with my human shell, the body i have now, because I suffer from sensory memories of having a tail and ears, most people don't understand that even if it's not there physically it doesn't exist. I have a ahrd time sitting down because I am constantly making sure I don't sit on a tail that is not there currently, I mean I think that I may have the tail when in reality I don't at all in this form, I run like my knees are meant to bend the other way sometimes, which mind you makes me look odd to others.

First of all we are still human beings but we just have a little extra "gift" as I like to call it. No we cannot Smell better, even though I have a good sense of smell, it's from the fact that I observe more than a lot of people do with their senses. Yes I can see better at night, but that is from training myself to do so, and the most important no we do not turn into wolves or a sick hybrid from the damned hollywood movies, we have a form of shapeshifting but it is more mental and spiritually done, our moods and personalities change heavily but we can control it easily sometimes, and it is not brought on by the moon phases.

I mean dating us actually isn't that hard you know, all you have to understand really is we have moments of discomfort in our own skin sometimes, dealing with some phantom appendage moments; for example me sitting on my tail. O_< I have had moments where a girl sat directly behind me and I yelped loudly, for no reason at all in their opinion. I have had many girls ask me why I yelp like an animal, and all I do is blush because of it, I really have a hard time telling someone what I am half the time, but recently I have been saying it loud and proud.

The hardest part of dating a Lupine, from my own experience, is dealing with the want to wander and travel free of all law and people's morals. I have seen 48 of the 50 states and at least 6 other countries, and Intend to settle down in the Wilderness of Rumania where I can extort the superstitions of the people to be left in peace to continue my path as a White Wolf shaman. If I ever am to marry the other half has to understand what it truely means to be a Lupine.

See the animal as yourself, not a separate entity

When I refer to “the animal”, I’m not talking about a separate being. I am simply referring to the aspects of a person that are nonhuman; therefore I tend to refer to “the wolf” and “the human” as two collections of traits with some overlap that all create me. When I awoke, I didn’t gain anything; I simply became aware of what was already there. When I shift in moods, I’m not possessed by a wolf spirit, I’m simply shifting myself to a difference balance between wolf and human.

Part of the problem is that we only have certain informational inputs to learn from. Most of us don’t have regular access to “our” animals. I’ve never met a wolf in the wild, and my exposure to captive wolves has been limited. While some behavior is instinctual, some is learned (including respective social “etiquette”). So often we have to turn to human interpretations of animal behavior to learn how to work with the nonhuman aspects of ourselves.

It doesn't have anything to do with whether you look like your animal spirit, or if you get crazy during the full moon, or if you crave a raw steak. It's about your Pack. It's about the comfort of others like you, that familiar scent, the brush of fur against fur. It's knowing your place in the Pack. It's understanding that your place is as important as any other, that it's not just about the alphas, whose power comes with the price of their responsibility towards the Pack and keeping it safe. See, the alphas aren't just alphas because they ripped the shit out of the other wolves. Their decisions determine the health and well-being of the other wolves. A Pack is not a human tyranny, with absolute rule. Alphas are the rulers who know that it is their place to serve those they are in charge of.

And it's about food, and play, and mating, and pups. The arguments that happen, the occasional fights--those are normal among social animals. Every family has them. It;s no worse than siblings getting testy with each other. Wolves aren't vicious--we may snap and snarl, but the only violence we participate in is for survival--the hunt, and protection of the territory, and the occasional unfortunate ousting of a wolf who no longer is healthy for the pack, physically or otherwise--either a pup who waited too long to go out on their own, or one who has rabies or another dread disease.

Considering how much most other animals rely on the sense of smell, I think that there’s a whole lot that we’re missing out on, even those who claim “heightened senses” as a result of their therianthropy. We can’t develop extra folds in our nasal passages to accommodate more olfactory nerves, so I’m inclined to think that the better sense of smell is most likely a matter of paying more attention to what we do have access to.