jackdarkness

So here's the info, today has fucking blown over real well... I get it in my head that I want to travel to a Bhuddist temple district in thailand for training for 3 months in Muay Thai and MMA and people fucking flip out when i tell them about it, seriously how selfish can you get? I mean I am only fucking leaving for 3 months and it isn't gonna be until november that I do leave...This is seriously bugging the fuck out of me, no one really understands what it means to be a warrior anymore...What the hell is with modern society, is it so far fetched for a 22 year old to go off to another country to celebrate one of the greatest martial arts in the world by becoming a part of it? is it so unheard of to just leave america for 3 months so that I can mature and grow into what I have wanted to be since I was a child?

To love me, you need to really know me... I am a warrior for my faith, I will never back down, and never give up, I live my life as a warrior because i found meaning in it. To suffer is to grow, I won't stop growing, I won't stop loving life, I am the everlasting wolf, I wont give up on you at all, but I have to also grow on my own too, I can't slow down the pace of the winds, otherwise I will be miserable and caged forever

The warrior's true spirit calls to all who feel the rhythm; to not step up is to commit a crime against your own soul, to not fight for what you believe in, to not fight for what you dream about, To not fight for what you love, that is the Greatest crime against the heavens and yourself. To condemn others to their fate, and not protect the weak and feeble from harm is a coward's way of life. My way of life is found through the joy of honourable combat; peace, serenity, void all are obtained in the moments that one man's fists meet another's.

Life is a set of many conflicts and resolutions, what you do today is what defines what will exist tomorrow, without a fight, you'd just slip on by through time and never understand what it is to be strong in heart, mind and body.