jackdarkness

There are many people who do not know what being a lupine really means in a relationship, from my observances in my own life, I have a hard time keeping in a relationship or even getting one for that matter.
I usually don't feel comfortable with my human shell, the body i have now, because I suffer from sensory memories of having a tail and ears, most people don't understand that even if it's not there physically it doesn't exist. I have a ahrd time sitting down because I am constantly making sure I don't sit on a tail that is not there currently, I mean I think that I may have the tail when in reality I don't at all in this form, I run like my knees are meant to bend the other way sometimes, which mind you makes me look odd to others.

First of all we are still human beings but we just have a little extra "gift" as I like to call it. No we cannot Smell better, even though I have a good sense of smell, it's from the fact that I observe more than a lot of people do with their senses. Yes I can see better at night, but that is from training myself to do so, and the most important no we do not turn into wolves or a sick hybrid from the damned hollywood movies, we have a form of shapeshifting but it is more mental and spiritually done, our moods and personalities change heavily but we can control it easily sometimes, and it is not brought on by the moon phases.

I mean dating us actually isn't that hard you know, all you have to understand really is we have moments of discomfort in our own skin sometimes, dealing with some phantom appendage moments; for example me sitting on my tail. O_< I have had moments where a girl sat directly behind me and I yelped loudly, for no reason at all in their opinion. I have had many girls ask me why I yelp like an animal, and all I do is blush because of it, I really have a hard time telling someone what I am half the time, but recently I have been saying it loud and proud.

The hardest part of dating a Lupine, from my own experience, is dealing with the want to wander and travel free of all law and people's morals. I have seen 48 of the 50 states and at least 6 other countries, and Intend to settle down in the Wilderness of Rumania where I can extort the superstitions of the people to be left in peace to continue my path as a White Wolf shaman. If I ever am to marry the other half has to understand what it truely means to be a Lupine.